January 2012
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God damn I love cats.
December 2011
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The Magicians King is an astoundingly unique book.
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Inbetween
Sometimes we flash to this moment of clarity. It enters out of nowhere and stays for unknown amounts of time, but it happens. This clarity, it is more important than many people know. It allows you see the future. It lets you change the past. It really is amazing.
But you have to catch it, and it is a fickle wisp of wind. When you catch it you will travel to places known but never seen and...
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I feel free.
Mind body and soul. My mind has been released to explore the unfounded glory of a world seen by few. This new world, this merging existence, is beyond you or I. We could not imagine or construct it within the human mind. It takes more than that. This life is more than the mind can picture.
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Another day passes.
I’m left to fend for myself. They have left me helpless and alone in this rotting house. These pictures, memories of a former life, tread the wall. Eyes burned out, the memories have left me as well. I must leave this haunted palace at once. And then she peeks in, a broken mural of an image so perfect that I have always turned away. Her face enters the room. She enters my mind....
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Well,
I am extremely thankful for everything I’ve gotten for Christmas. It feels good that I finally was able to give this year too. It just doesn’t feel like Christmas though. Maybe cause I didn’t get any video games that I could play for the entire day after opening them…
I think if a relationship has distance, it's a...
morgannnnr:
I feel like if you’re not constantly with each other, then it gives you more to talk about when you’re together. You can fill the other person in on new things that happened to you, or even just with what you did that day or how school went. Plus, distance makes the heart grow fonder. You’ll never get the chance to miss them if they’re by your side every minute of the day.
Well...
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I'm looking forward to the 2012 Summer Olympics...
When Michael Phelps won all those medals I was just beginning my swimming career. Now four years later, I have a new found respect, admiration, and anticipation for every swimmer out there. I can not wait to see what records are broken and by whom. We (the U.S.) kicked ass four years ago, but there is strong competition out there. This will be a good one.
I feel like my blog is a nice mix of images and...
It’s a good ratio. I like to try and keep it that way.
One interesting fact about it:
I remember looking down at my phone, and the battery bar was almost full, yet it said 1%. At the time I thought nothing of it. I wish I would of caught that, or looked at the time on the phone. I would have taken control of everything.
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I had the strangest dream last night.
I love the realistic ones though. Even if they are horrid, or nerve wrecking, they produce this adrenaline rush which seems to amplify with sleep. And then when I wake up and think back to everything that happened, I always wonder if it really did.
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“This is about to be the best Christmas Eve and Christmas day ever.”
– Me
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Upstairs
I listen to my Mumford and Sons radio station on Pandora with my SkullCandy headset to drown out any noise. This station inspires me. More than any rap song has recently (even, my apologies, Mac Miller). This sound is just… eloquent. It’s unique. Each band has the same type of sound, but the content and deeper meanings are so far from each other. The lyrics blow me away....
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Your soul is beautiful.
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I feel like in Michigan, you can talk about the...
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I have to get back into rock.
Rap is starting to get to me too much.
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“Enjoy the best things in your life,
Cause you ain’t gonna get to live it...”
– -Mac Miller
I saw that Addison wanted people to post their...
And it got me thinking. It would be lovely to know how I am really seen by people, but at the same time, success and failure, only about 3-4 people could give me an honest answer. I don’t have enough friends that know me really at all. I don’t know where I was going with this. Somewhere in a depressive direction.
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Sometimes I can't decide what is real or...
Or maybe I just don’t want to decide.
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An Illusion
Paint splattered the canvas, dripping as I left the car. What kind of paint laid waste to the sky? Each spec glinted with a ray of hope, of life. This paint was more than real. It was living, moving, creating my own personal Sistine Chapel. Every mile brought a different chapter in my life, a story better told through separate revelations. That is my life. That is our life. One story after...
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To Think
That a year ago from every coming day I was where I am today.
She was there for me then and there for me now.
Wow… I can’t say I thought I would be here in this position.
In the living room sitting at 3 in the morning I’m soaring
Through memories. These sights I see, this reality,
I love them all, It’s almost perfect.
Almost out of a movie.
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Imagine
That everything in this universe, from the micro to the macro, is connected: not by some greater being, but by the dimensions in which we live. It’s really not that difficult of a concept to understand that faith may not be the reason behind an eternal web of decisions and reactions.
I choose to eat meat, so another living animal must die. So we, as a people, must spend money to...
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How to deal with heartbreak?
Don’t be such a little bitch.
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707 Notes on one post?
I feel so special right now.
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Every Line
Every time,
Every word,every rhyme,
It’s a lie.
For-mu-lated like the square root of pie.
Conjured up, With a plan, the plan to never get caught,
Never be brought,
Up on trial here, Put on the spot.
There’s things at work right now that could never be taught.
Reputation, trust, friends, swag, and the right amount of pot.
To get things moving,
Get us out out of this spot.
Adventure...
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When all of a sudden,
You don’t know if the drugs are causing these thoughts or unlocking them from deep within your psychie.
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Strange
Now I feel. Again, I can feel. I’ve been numb for so long that these emotions had almost left me. Even pain had lost it’s home. I needed this. The anxiety helps to remind me that this, life, is real: Concrete and never going away. When it is all over I will feel relief again. Oh how warm relief is. I have had nothing to over come until now. But now I feel again.
What have I done?
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Kyle says my new kitten is ugly.
Does that even make sense? I’ve never heard of an ugly kitten. He does have a rather long face though…
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My peripherals narrow.
And it all turns black. I’m living outside of my body, simply staring through these caverns. The walls are the blackness I have never noticed before. Maybe because I’ve never left my body.
Although feelings are lost, the remnants of memories, distant and faded, remain. I’m living these memories. That’s what this is. I’ve done the impossible: I’m...
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We ventured forth.
The forest overtook us. But the trees, they spoke of a destination, they continued to push us forward, continued to keep us wanting. Everything was so clear, and it was clear for the first time. I could feel the air, the charcoal shade of darkness, gliding through my hair. I reached for it: I wanted it so badly: To touch what could not exist. This can’t be real.
With every foot...
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Through the stream
Bring me there.
Let me dive into eternity,
The sweet liquor of my life.
Let me feel the frost, the ending,
As it glazes over every pore.
Freezing my blood.
Keep me here.
Forever.
I feel like this often.
Even though I have people I can call, it’s never enough because all those people are off living their own lives and ignoring me. Sometimes I want time to myself, but when it comes, this sudden depression, or rather realization of depression, comes over me. I feel so alone. You are all going places, and I’m here sitting, doing nothing, thinking about nothing. Can this please go...
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Do you believe that if a guy like a girl he will...
Well, I can’t speak for all guys, but I do know a few good-hearted guys who don’t fit the stereotypes of most guys, and they will most certainly not jump through hoops just to be with a girl. Now don’t get me wrong, we will try very hard, but we will also come to a realization if you as the girl as showing nothing in response. I know if I was ever trying to get closer to a girl and I was “Jumping...